C D Reiss Quotes

My phone buzzed in the center console again.
"What's happening with this thing?" Dad grabbed it.
"Dad, really?" I didn't want him to see the texts between Dash and me. Awkward.
"He says he knew it."
The traffic opened up, and I went right on Sunset. "Please don't scroll."
"Knew what?"
"I have no idea, and I'm driving. So forget it for now."
"I'll ask him." - Knew what? - "Dad, really?" I snapped the phone away.
Ding ding.
I couldn't look. I was going thirty on Sunset and the lights were synchronized for a westward trip, so there would be no stopping at a red.
"Let me see," Dad said, hand out.
All I needed was for my father to see something about Dash's tongue on my pussy or the way I sounded when I came. So I pulled over. ~ C.D. Reiss

Where's Vivian?" someone called from the hallway. I was pushed closer to the edge, almost caught with my underpants in my mouth and a finger in my ass. Fear buzzed and amplified the pleasure. ~ C.D. Reiss

I knew who I was. I was a celebrity without talent. I was an heiress. I was a whore. I was a party waiting to happen. I was an addict. I was his, and in that last definition - that I was owned by Deacon I knew my place in the chaos. ~ C.D. Reiss

Today. Now. You're mine, you beautiful thing. No one else is going to have you. ~ C.D. Reiss

What we have isn't something we made. It's something that existed before we even met. ~ C.D. Reiss

God, that piece of meat between his legs was a beautiful sight. ~ C.D. Reiss

Our connection didn't have the bandwidth to sustain the pain buried far enough in our past to cause the grind of our present. His past belonged to her, even though she'd cut the line, taking it with her, tugging at him, leaving no one else for him to give it to. ~ C.D. Reiss

An honorable man would have given her up before she fell in love, choosing a small hurt over a bigger one later. But I wasn't that honorable. I wanted her more than I'd wanted anything in a long time, and I would have her until she couldn't bear it any longer. ~ C.D. Reiss

And I don't even know you. It's too soon for you to take me home. I'm scared of getting attached to you. Really scared."

"The feeling's mutual."

Mentally, I stopped dead in my tracks. Whatever train my thoughts had been on screeched to a halt between stations. I looked in his eyes, searching for a bit of guardedness, a little double meaning, but there was none. He wasn't lying. ~ C.D. Reiss

Our relationship was too serious to forget and move on, and too casual to get upset over him fucking his ... ~ C.D. Reiss

She didn't understand us. No one would. ~ C.D. Reiss

What did you do to your throat?"
"Jonathan's dick had been down it, but I didn't say that. ~ C.D. Reiss

To submit is to choose. To hunt. To chase. To decide. To submit is to dominate. ~ C.D. Reiss

I love my wife. My ex-wife. Nothing will ever change that." "Okay." "I can't love anyone else. ~ C.D. Reiss

Don't react. Stay still. Look down. Blink. Produce spit. Breathe. Swallow. Fucking breathe. ~ C.D. Reiss

We aren't some casual fuck, and we never were. Not from the first night. Not from the first time I laid eyes on you. You were built for me. I denied it as long as I could, but we were meant to be together. You are the sea under my sky. We're bound at the horizon. ~ C.D. Reiss

... the only way to do that was to make the trouble she was causing seem unimportant. It was a good strategy, and I was failing at it. ~ C.D. Reiss

She'd missed the entire point and hit the bullseye. ~ C.D. Reiss

My darkest desires were for an inaccessible normality. ~ C.D. Reiss

All my lies are white ~ C.D. Reiss

Every day," he whispered, "I'll take you like this. In the morning, before coffee, I fuck you. At night, I fuck you harder. In our bedroom, our living room, our kitchen, I'll love you in every room. Amore mio, I'll break you with my love and put you back together. And when I retire, you still call me Capo because you're mine. Always mine. ~ C.D. Reiss

My lips on your body trace the story of my love. ~ C.D. Reiss

Forty thousand people in the stands couldn't distract me the way the absence of one could. ~ C.D. Reiss

I felt alone on a Serengeti plain with a cheetah circling. ~ C.D. Reiss

Soul meet soul on lovers' lips.Except when wax and pigment come between them ~ C.D. Reiss

Jonathan Drazen," I said, squeezing his hand. "You're a manipulative bastard, a brazen liar, and a sadist. You've brought me to my knees. You've dominated me. You've told me who I am and then challenged me to be it. If you made me strong enough to stand up to the world, let me stand by you. If you completed the woman I am, let me be that woman in your honor. Every part of my body is dedicated to you. Every note I sing. Every breath in my lungs. My pleasure and pain. Take me. Let me serve you. Let me be yours. ~ C.D. Reiss

He opened a jack-in-the-box of sexuality by turning a handle I didn't even know I had. ~ C.D. Reiss

He was almost out, but being a man, he needed the last word. Slut. ~ C.D. Reiss

Destroy me, Jonathan. ~ C.D. Reiss

I knew I wasn't thinking right, that I was little more than a jumble of emotions and half sentences. I thought in colors, and saw in bursts of silence. ~ C.D. Reiss

It is. It's all over. The system is fucked. You can't win by doing things the right way in this world. No. There is no right and wrong. There's only what you get away with and what you don't. ~ C.D. Reiss

Ah, hell to the no, woman, ~ C.D. Reiss

I didn't know what we were saying to each other. We were just battering rams of hurt and betrayal. ~ C.D. Reiss

She was worth running for. Worth every loss in my life. Worth stepping outside the law. Worth living, dying, and everything in between. ~ C.D. Reiss

Was this kid ever going to be a man? ~ C.D. Reiss

His lips were a promise, a blood bond, a kiss of greeting and goodbye, and the years in between. ~ C.D. Reiss

All my life people have assumed I'm stupid because I'm quiet, I never interrupt, and I follow directions. But I'm quiet because saying less is always more. ~ C.D. Reiss

I tried to stay away," he said. "I've never wanted a woman this much in my life. I'd burn cities to have you. I'd fight armies. I'd commit murder to take you right now. ~ C.D. Reiss

Tell them who she was? That she made me laugh when I was sad? That she loved her dogs? ~ C.D. Reiss

I needed to love you more than I wanted to dominate you. Don't doubt for a second that I chose to love you. ~ C.D. Reiss

You dress for the world, but under that, you dress for me. I own your softest places, and what touches them is mine. ~ C.D. Reiss

I didn't pretend I was ever going to live under a bridge. I didn't pretend bad shit didn't exist. I didn't pretend I didn't live in some wider world. I got it. I had a television. I had the internet. But what was I supposed to do? Devote my life to serving the poor? Take away all the suffering in the world? ~ C.D. Reiss

Just fuck me. Use me. I'll be your horny slut. Your fuckdoll whore. ~ C.D. Reiss

I want you to understand something. That man? He's not some boyfriend in a line of them. He is my alpha and omega. He is the sky over me. Without him, I'm lost. There's no one else, no one whose soul balances mine the way his does. I've waited my life for him, and when he came, I didn't recognize him. Not until recently. If I lose him, I swear, as God is my witness, I will be alone. No man can match him. ~ C.D. Reiss

I trust you to do what's right. But it might not be the right thing." "It's the right thing. ~ C.D. Reiss

I didn't need one so pissed at his ex-wife he'd make me fall in love with him before apologizing for leading me on. He wanted to hurt women, and nothing froze my creative juices like heartache. ~ C.D. Reiss

realized she was as much of an addict as I was, and refinement was her drug of choice. ~ C.D. Reiss

I just wanted to watch her exist. ~ C.D. Reiss

I couldn't let myself depend on him getting me all hot and bothered so I could sing to the throb between my legs. I had no idea how much longer he'd drag me around by the panties, but it surely wouldn't be long enough to make a career. ~ C.D. Reiss

You'd be a part of my life. My world. You'd get hard and cunning to survive, or you'd stay gentle and die. ~ C.D. Reiss

Baby," I said, smiling until I felt my face might snap in two, "I'm a sure thing tonight. ~ C.D. Reiss

There comes a point when you win, and you can either soothe the loser into thinking there was something in it for them or kick them while they're down to make sure they know what just happened. ~ C.D. Reiss

You're in for a treat, sweetheart. Us southern boys eat pussy like pie. And I like pie." Yes. ~ C.D. Reiss

We'll do the sensual shit another time, ~ C.D. Reiss

I want to be your last. I want to ruin you for other men. ~ C.D. Reiss

I'll tell you what," he said. "I can't promise you anything long-term. I can't get past my marriage. But I like you more than I care to, and I'm not interested in anyone else right now. ~ C.D. Reiss

didn't realize how crazy I was until I came out of it. It was like being on a descending airplane with compressed ears that whooshed until I yawned or swallowed. ~ C.D. Reiss

Amateur comes from the Latin agent amatus. To love. Never worry about love. Love delivers. It's the incompetent professionals that'll screw you. ~ C.D. Reiss

My list of acceptable and unacceptable behaviors became a list of exciting possibilities. ~ C.D. Reiss

I wanted to earn his trust behind his back. ~ C.D. Reiss

The way everything she said made me smile had to be the Stockholm Syndrome. ~ C.D. Reiss

Really? Jessica came back? That's amazing." "Yes, but I don't want her. I'm keeping the new one. Unexpected upside. ~ C.D. Reiss

I was good. I was at home with baseball. But I set my routines, and I need them. I can't ... I can't play without them."

He didn't say anything else until we got to home plate and stepped on it at the same time. He put his hands on my face and looked at me directly, as if putting a tunnel of attention between us. His thumbs rested on my cheeks.

Why hadn't I seen it the night before? Or an hour ago? Why didn't I put it all together from the exhibition games and the spring training video? He was coming apart at the seams.

"You," he said. "You threw it all in the fire. Things started collapsing right before you, and when you came, everything went to hell. It's you. I denied it, because if I let you in, I had to start over. I tried to bend it around to not want you. But I can't deny it anymore. There's no center without you. ~ C.D. Reiss

Stop smiling," I grumbled. "Can't.""Were you this irritating when we met?""I was charming. Very charming.""Where did Mr. Charming go?""That guy didn't have staying power.""But Mr. Irritating? He'll stick around?""Unfortunately. ~ C.D. Reiss

I'd been called a genius and a game-changer, a harbinger of the future and a once-in-a-generation mind. I'd walked in the halls of power, met with titans of industry, had my name mentioned in the same sentence as historical figures.
Yet holding this woman was the greatest honor of my life.
I was losing my once-in-a-generation mind.

King of Code
CD Reiss ~ C.D. Reiss

He only said the one word. A prayer. A supplication. A breath from his heart to mine. ~ C.D. Reiss

I'd never met such a sexually responsive woman. I could fuck her forever. I could fuck her and say filthy things I could never say to anyone else. She was free. Unrepressed. An open door. ~ C.D. Reiss

I feel like no one's ever loved me before."
"I'm sure they did their best, but you always belonged to me. ~ C.D. Reiss

I don't do anything half-ass. And if I was gonna fuck you, believe me, you'd feel the effect of my cock in your pussy for a week and the only thing on your mind would be when I'd come back and do it again. ~ C.D. Reiss

There was the story you told to litigate a case before a judge, and a story you told to a jury. There was a story you told the client and a story for opposing counsel. ~ C.D. Reiss

I can't fuck a commitment out of you. That'll be worthless. I have to have your heart, Monica. The real thing. Without fear. ~ C.D. Reiss

Who made this woman? What cruel god put together the sweetest traits with this level of joyful filth? I'd never met anyone like her. I didn't know if I'd said that to myself before, but I was sure I'd say it again. She was a complete original. ~ C.D. Reiss

... and believed him despite my better judgment. I forgave him despite my misgivings. I loved him just because I did. ~ C.D. Reiss

Love is an ever-fixed mark. Be my ever-fixed mark. Be my north star. ~ C.D. Reiss

My sexual arousal had always been tightly tethered to love, romance, the promise of something more. A future. ~ C.D. Reiss

I want to be normal." "Jesus Christ. You might as well want to be taller. Normal wasn't the hand you were dealt. You and I, we're not normal. That's not a choice we have. ~ C.D. Reiss

Yes, Jonathan, yes. We'll be over. I love you. I love your past, no matter what it was. I love your present, and I want to be your future. But lying will break us. One day you'll wake up and realize I don't really know you, and it'll be too late to bring me close. That'll be it, whether you leave me or not. We'll be over. ~ C.D. Reiss

He was pure sex with a side of fun. ~ C.D. Reiss

Just because I fucked you like a husband this afternoon doesn't mean you're in charge. ~ C.D. Reiss

You smell like baby powder." "And you smell like you want to piss me off. ~ C.D. Reiss

But there was something about Dash Wallace that felt safe. Maybe it was the way he'd shut down all the fuck talk to hear what I had to say, or maybe it was the way he never made me feel as though he was doing me a favor by wanting me. ~ C.D. Reiss

He stared at me as if I had a really good book stuck to my face. ~ C.D. Reiss

His kisses were hard and passionate, a controlled lack of restraint in every flick of his tongue, every grasp of his fingers. I pushed into him, feeling his erection against me. ~ C.D. Reiss

I'd been dominant because I knew myself, and in knowing myself, I had the confidence to bind and hit and hurt, because I'd know when to stop. ~ C.D. Reiss

I watched him put his fingers to his lips and blow me a kiss before shaking his hand as if I was too hot to handle. ~ C.D. Reiss

It was how she attacked everything. If she didn't finish before she got bored, she didn't finish. ~ C.D. Reiss

Sorry. I'm too much man for half a woman. ~ C.D. Reiss

Her strawberry hair bounced when she walked, her chin tilted upward when she saw us, and her body was the most perfectly fuckable thing to ever grace the earth. ~ C.D. Reiss

But he didn't know how to take my repression, wring it out, and throw it out the window. He didn't know how to fuck it out of me or quietly tell me to get undressed in the night air while he watched in such a way that wouldn't make me laugh. I couldn't have given Kevin my orgasms, because he didn't want them. I could never have asked him to hurt me, because he would have. ~ C.D. Reiss

Want to know the best shit about being a psychopath?" "Fuck you." "Not caring that other people think you're a psychopath. ~ C.D. Reiss

I'm a fucker. It's what I do ~ C.D. Reiss

His words had fingers, and as he spoke, they drifted down my body, fondling me and arousing me. ~ C.D. Reiss

Take my hand, my love. On sinews of air we tread Aught but distance our guide With no tempo to our gait No endpoint drawn Neither plot nor plan ~ C.D. Reiss

He smiled like a cat who'd just eaten a pet shop full of canaries, ~ C.D. Reiss

Trust me when I say I'd rather break up for the right reasons than get married for the wrong ones. With him, or anyone else. I'm either first in line, or I walk. ~ C.D. Reiss

My name is Monica, and I am not submissive. I stand six feet tall in heels. I am descended from one of the greatest writers of the twentieth century. I can sing like an angel, and growl like a lion. I am not owned. I am music. ~ C.D. Reiss

He'd woken me from a dreamless sleep, and I couldn't roll over and close my eyes, because in my wakefulness, I'd started dreaming. ~ C.D. Reiss

I groaned, feeling stretched and possessed, as though every part of me was under his control and protection. ~ C.D. Reiss

They were symptoms of another disease. I needed to become a man unburdened by love. ~ C.D. Reiss

It's very simple," I said, my voice clipped and brusque. "His belt is for holding up his pants, binding me, and hurting me. His body, any part of it, is to give me pleasure and pain. If he gives any other woman either of those things with his body or any clothing accessory, it's cheating." I turned to him. "The fact that we were officially broken up notwithstanding. ~ C.D. Reiss