A Meredith Walters Quotes

Maggie was ready to drop everyone and everything for him… And I was self-aware enough to know that I was feeling more than a little jealous.
Not because I liked Maggie like that or anything. No, it had more to do with my selfish desire to have my girls all to myself. Hey, I never pretended to be overly mature. But at least I can own it.

I know Clay hurt you. He's a difficult boy. But he loves you. As much as you love him. I see the way you look at each other. And it's a beautiful thing.

I would never move from Clay. My soul belonged with him, was so entangled in him that I was no longer a single being.

What were you thinking, spending your evening at Hepatitis Central?

I'm sorry, Imi." His apology whispered in my ears as I left the room. But it was the words that followed that burrowed deep.
"I'm sorry I couldn't be who you deserved."
I stopped just before opening the door.
"I'm sorry I believed that you already were," I responded softly.

I know I'm with Olivia. I know that was a deal breaker for you. But goddamn it, I don't want to be with her. I only want you. It has only been you from the moment you walked into Barton's.

Rachel," he said quietly. I opened my eyes and he leaned down, placing a gentle kiss on my mouth.
"I love you. So damn much. I thank God every single day that we found our way to this place together. There is nowhere in this world I'd rather be than right here, right now. With you.

It matters to me, Mays. It matters a lot. I don't like seeing some other guy touching you. Not when it should be me touching you

You ran into my life, this beautiful, amazing girl who changed everything. I finally saw what my world could be. What being normal and happy could look like. You've given me everything I never thought I could have! It scares to me think of life without you. Of not seeing your smile or hearing your voice.

I meant what I said, Mays. I love you. So damn much. And you'll wake up in the morning and realize you threw away something fucking perfect for NOTHING!

She glanced over her shoulder as she made her way into the restaurant, as though to make sure I was still waiting for her.
You crazy girl, don't you know I'd wait for you forever?

I love you, Maysie," he said in a strangled whisper

My feelings for Maxx were causing me to make decisions I never would have made in the past. I was forgetting about everything that had mattered to me, potentially throwing it all away to save a boy I was pretty sure didn't want to be saved.
Love made us stupid.
Love made us blind.
Love could incapacitate us and leave us powerless.
And love could also make everything better.
I couldn't let myself think anything less.

Maggie. When we make love, I want it to be special. Not some quickie in your bedroom before your parents come home. I want more than that for us. I want to be able to hold you all night and feel you against me as I fall asleep. I want us to be perfect together.

It wasn't the highs and lows of mania anymore, just the constant drone of pessimism and paranoia that were making it hard to focus on anything else.

Let go of my arm and wrapped himself around me. Touching. Always touching. As though he couldn't stand the air having more contact with my skin than he did.

She laughs and it's my favorite song in the world.

It hurts to remember you. But it scares me to try and forget. I remember you telling me that my love for you shouldn't hurt, that it should be something wonderful. And it is. It is the most wonderful thing I've ever had.

I won't leave you, Imi, not ever. You and me, we're a definite. I don't have anything if I don't have you. You have to believe that.

Death was an unfeeling bitch.It didnt matter who you were, who loved you, it struck mercilessly and without discrimination

I wanted to tell you that I couldn't stop thinking about your face. That you had burrowed your way so deep into my veins that I would fucking bleed you. That if I died tomorrow, I could go a happy man for having felt your lips on my skin.

I just want to be the only thing he sees. I want to feel like we're walking on clouds when we're together. That I'm the girl he wants,

Maggie Young
The beginning and ending of my entire fucking world.

It's like that club, just a delusional waste of time. Sure, it looks pretty, but it only hides a heart that's rotten to the core,

I don't want to wake up ten years from now regretting that I let this slip through my fingers. I don't want to waste another moment without you in my life.

I don't deserve your heart, Maggie. I should never have drug you into this hell I live in. It's not fair to you. What kind of future can I give you when I don't know if I even have one?

You are everything. To me you're the world." I whispered against his mouth.

Don't start this immature shit, please. If I gave a damn about any of those girls would I be here right now?

We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop. -Mother Teresa-

Daniel Lowe. My savior. My perfect guy. The boy who would never love me the way that I loved him.

The boy I loved ... My savior. My protector.
He had helped me when he didn't have to.
He had taken care of me. He had made sure I was warm. Fed. That I had a place to lay my head at night.
Even when he couldn't keep himself safe, he made sure that I had been. He put me first. Always.
God, I had missed him.

I still hung onto the hope that my broken knight would gallop back into my life and sweep me off my feet.

We say that a lot to each other. You and me. It's always I'm sorry. I'm tired of being sorry. Why can't we just be nice to each other so we don't have to say it all the time? he asked and I was struck mute by his statement. Because he was right.

That boy was bad for the heart.

I want you to only do this with me. Okay?"
"You don't want me with anyone else?"
"No! People that love each other don't do that with anyone else.

Some people came into your life and they changed it completely and then they slipped out of it again before you could grab ahold of them. And their presence motivates you and strengthens you and devastates you all at the same time.

If bullshit were music, you'd be a big brass band,

I loved him. I did.
I had never loved anyone before but now I loved with my whole being.
It split me open.
My guts spilled out on the floor at Flynn's feet.
He owned me. Completely.
There was no coming back from this.
Flynn had reclaimed me.

Denial hurts more than it helps

It's amazing how something that had, in concept, seemed so insignificant to my life could not become my entire world.

Hot damn. Cue the violins and happy cartoon bunnies. I was in the middle of a Disney moment. Because this guy was gorgeous. And we were standing so close to each other. If he hadn't been holding onto a barely contained rage directed at yours truly, it could have almost been construed as romantic.

Even when I had nothing, he was everything.

This was perfect. This was damn near magical. I had officially grown a freaking vagina.

Our road hasn't been a easy one. But good things rarely are. You taught me that the person i am is worth loving, worth fighting for. You gave me strength when i had none. You held me up when i wanted to fall. And now, I want to give you everything. I want to give you the world. Because Maggie, you've given me mine. And it's you. It will always, forever, be you.

My protective instincts were going into overdrive and I wanted to go smack the shit out of the punk for getting my friend wound up like that.
No one messed with my girls. Ever.

If I've ever made you feel less than crucial to my life, I
apologize. Because you are important to me. Actually important doesn't even cover it. You are
fundamental to who I am. There is no Daniel Lowe without Rachel Bradfield.

I pulled out the small velvet box I had kept in my pocket all day and got down on one knee.
And then she did the craziest thing.
She fell down to her knees in front of me.
I'm the one who's supposed to be on my
knees here. You're ruining the moment

I would love her until she realized that together we were something great. Something perfect. Something forever.

Don't give away what you can't afford to lose.

Do I need to remind you of the fact I will take you out at the kneecaps if you fuck with her, man? Seriously.

I love you. You are my life." He placed my hand over his heart. I could feel it beating erratically beneath my palm. "Feel that? It's yours. For now and always!

Chasing after you..again

You are everything good in my life. Even when I thought all I had was the darkness, you were there. And you gave me something to live for. I couldn't let you go. No matter how hard I tried. I know now that's because to lose you would be losing the very best part of myself.

Just know that you are and always will be my world. You found me in the dark and saved me from myself.

What Yoss and I had shared was more than first love.
It was deeper than adolescent lust and affection.
It had been soul changing.
Life altering.
It had been a reckless attachment during bleak, dangerous times.
It had been a light in a murky darkness that had almost consumed us both.

Love shouldn't make you feel like that. It should be as natural as breathing. It should happen between two people because it grew there out of something beautiful.

God, Maggie." He whispered, leaning forward, capturing my mouth with his. "I love you more than anything. With everything that I am." He answered me. Okay, I was done for.

Just think life's too short to get hung up on maybes.

I hated him calling you 'his girl.' Because I want you all to myself

Maybe I naively subscribed to the foolish notion that my love could save him. Whatever the reason, I entered the room and sank to the carpet beside that sad and broken boy.

You need to know that if you decide to do this with me, I'll never be able to let you go. Not ever.

I'm upset, Ellie! Because you won't talk to me! Because you always hurt me! You make it so hard to love you!

At one time I had been able to read Yoss clearly. He never hid his emotions from me. He loved openly. He despaired loudly. He raged forcefully.

We didn't function in half ways and maybes. We were always. We were constant.
We were endless.

His voice was like liquid caramel. And I knew exactly what I wanted to do with him. I wanted no holds barred, throw-me-against-a-wall-and-pound-me-within-an-inch-of-my-life-SEX.

You have taken my heart, every inch of me Maysie. I don't know that I have anything else to give you that you don't have already

This is forever, Maggie. I would follow you into hell if I had to ... You are all I want for the rest of my life.

We were perfect in our mad sanity.

How could you and me end badly? We're already the most amazing thing ever.

You will hate me.
You will detest the choices that I have made.
You won't understand me at all.

I've been miserable. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I've wanted to pound down your doora million times. But I kept telling myself you just needed your space. That you'd sort your shit out. So I give you space. Then Riley tells me you're as miserable as I am. So I agree to come here. I had it all worked out in my head, Mays. I was going to come here and beg you to take me back. Hell, I was going to get on my knees if I had to. Because all I know is that I can't be without you.

Every love song I write now is because of you. Every song I will ever write for the rest of my life will be because of you.

I noticed then. When it didn't matter anymore.

Maxx, let me help you," I begged, knowing I was slowly climbing over his wall.
His hands were around me in an instant, pulling me to his chest. I could hear the thudding of his heart beneath my ear. "You already are," he said, his voice vibrating in my head.

I just love you so much. Sometimes it hurts

Fucking hell, Clayton! Yes, this sucks, but it's not forever. And I swear to God if you try this whole I'm letting you go because I love you too much line of crap again, I will smack the crap out of you!

I hate being alone. I want people to talk to me. I want them to like me. It makes me angry when I try to say something and people ignore me. Or worse they laugh.
They call me names. Lots of names. Mean names.

Our heads have a nasty habit of ruining what can make us happiest. And there are times in our lives when you have to put aside what we think is best and do with what you feel is best.

Just when I thought I had things under control, the reality of who I was smacked me squarely in the face. Being nuts was no fun let me tell you. I was a far cry from being the lovable eccentric. The wacky dude who mumbled to himself and wore his pants inside out. Nope, my kind of nuts was scary and consuming.

You never let me talk about any of it. You just left. You never called. You never came by the studio. Why would you do that?

I never thought we'd get here."
"Me either. But here we are. And it makes me feel like just maybe everything else was worth it. If it brought us to this point.

Seize the moments you're given, otherwise the world will eat you up and spit you out.

She was my nirvana.

It was something else entirely to sit in a circle and hear their stories firsthand, to listen to strangers spill their guts as they shared how close they had come to losing it all. I knew that would make it all so very, very real.

I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.

Years had passed; I should have long since let go. But how did you let go of something that never really felt over? How did you let go of someone that had changed you from the inside out?

I still couldn't look at her. Scared that if I did, I would attack her. And by attack, I mean maul her face with my lips.

I don't want you to stop talking to me because I hear everything you say. And I like sleeping next to you and holding your hand. It makes my heart beat fast when I touch you. I've only ever felt that way with you, Ellie.

I already have the world. You're just expanding my universe a little bit.

The holes would close up. The ripping seams would come together. But I would never be as I was before. Before him. My crazy beautiful love.

When would I stop being second choice? Would I ever be number one to the person I cared most about in the world?

Mags, I'm in this forever. You are my future, my always ... If there is one thing in this messed up universe you can count on, it's my love for you. It's constant. It's endless. And it's never going anywhere.

I'm sorry if I pissed you off.I'm sorry if I acted like a fucker.But I'm not sorry for chasing off that pansy ass that used to have what's mine.Because you're my girl now and I won't have that asshole sniffing around where he doesn't belong.

The thing about shadows is that they're not all darkness. You need to have light to have shadows. So just look for it.

Because it was the dishonesty on his face that intrigued me. I appreciated the ghosts that haunted him. The phantoms that shadowed his eyes even as they danced and danced and danced.

A happy story doesn't always have a happy ending,

We had felt like a force of nature. Unstoppable. Destined. We thrived on the passion and confidence of youth that left no room for doubt. We loved each other. And in the ugly world we had inhabited, it was a light we had clung to.

Life takes turns that we don't expect and even the best of us can end up in a place we never expected.

Sometimes, love can't make everything better, and the best thing for everyone is to walk away. No matter how much it may hurt.

The truth is the ugly side no one wants to see.