R.H. Sin Quotes

those broken girls have the deepest love.

you've been holding on
to someone who no longer
deserves your grip
you've lost countless hours of sleep
thinking about someone who doesn't
deserve to be on your mind

you've displayed an amazing ability
to care so deeply unconditionally
and you're beautiful because of that

one day you'll be rewarded
with a love that mirrors your own
but first you must move on
without the person who refuses
to love you

there is nothing wrong
with the feet
of a woman who would rather
walk toward peace
than run to the middle of chaos

my mind whispers
to itself
all those lovers
but none of them
loved you

she realized that wanting him
meant losing herself
she realized that she couldn't
save her own soul
because her hands were too busy
holding the hand of someone
who no longer deserved her energy

tell these girls
they don't need men
to feel like women

the broken girls
are the flowers of the earth
they grow through tough conditions
they bloom for themselves

I don't like to open up to people
much. The more you do, the more
they don't understand. The
more frustrated you become,
the worse you feel.

i couldn't keep you
because you didn't deserve to stay
you were less than i expected
i let go because i deserved more

she walked through the fire
wearing nothing but a smile
because she knew damn well
that she'd bring her demons
to their knees

what happened to your soul
I see the bruises and the scars
he never deserved to touch your canvas
how'd you forget that you are art

solitude is a deep romance with self

I've always given myself in
small doses and sometimes
nothing at all

careful not to share the best
parts of myself with someone
who could turn out to be the
wrong person

protective in terms of my heart
and soul

understanding that most of the
people I meet will fall short of
my expectations

and so I've learned to expect
nothing

sometimes my emotional switch
remains off

you can't get hurt if you feel
nothing

thank you love.
i know you
you're the girl
with a smile on her face
and sadness in her eyes
you're the girl
refusing to let life
break you
you're the girl
who always survives
you're the one
who inspired these words
and so
i thank God for you

it's funny how much a person's
true colors shine
after they've gotten
what they wanted from you

Interlude for the survivor

the pain means you're alive.
the scars mean you've survived.

I lost myself in her eyes then found my future in her heart.

bargaining using sex
either way
you get screwed

You'll be perfect for the one who deserves you.

We reach for hands unworthy of holding ours

a child
a young soul
an innocent heart

forced to raise yourself
in a world content
with misunderstanding you

a child
a young soul
an innocent heart
in need of guidance
and so you reached
for your own hand
because others
have failed you

you kill your future by mourning the past

she is deeply daring
a beautiful assortment
she's an experience
worth fighting for

but there will come a time, when you'll look back on what used to make you sad
and you'll laugh, because whatever was meant to destroy you will have made you a little bit stronger

you've seen the stains of my past
and you still want to love me
you've witnessed the weight
of my heart
and yet, you'd still like to hold it

talk about her mind
compliment her eyes more
she's too rare
for average compliments

can't argue with silence
it never speaks back
be silent when others
no longer deserve your words

think peace
but prepare
your heart
for war

why provide relationship benefits to someone who claims they don't want a relationship...

She's strong but she's exhausted.

here's the thing
and I need you to take in
every word

when someone truly loves you
and I'm not talking about
that watered-down shit
that you got from every ex
who caused you nothing
but a great deal of emotional trauma

when someone really love you
and wants to be a part
of your life

they let go of their past
to better accommodate you
in their future

they don't hold on to past likes,
lusts, or loves
you'll never have to compete

with anyone they've had
history with
because those relations
no longer exist

good women
don't necessarily
fall in love with good men

I think you outgrew them
your heart finally realized
that being happy
meant letting go

a body betrayed
a heart destroyed
a mind in confusion
and yet a woman
is capable of taking pain
and transforming it into triumph

she burned flames and drowned oceans

I usually become a ghost to
those who no longer deserve
my time. I've never seen a point
in explaining my absence to
someone who failed to
appreciate my presence. You
don't owe any explanations to
those who hurt you.

Two damaged people trying to heal each other, is love

silent thought.

forced to feel like
my all was less than enough
I struggle with the idea
of anyone loving me unconditionally

be with me
and only me
choose me always
because I'll always
choose you

you are not wrong
for wanting someone
who reminds your heart
that it deserves to be loved

Broken but magic

There's still magic in a heart that's been broken

every time this happens
I see my father
my brother
my would be son
I see myself
stop killing us

if he wants to be a whore then let him. if he chooses to degrade and demean himself, just walk away. you can't make a man respect you, the relationship or himself.

weak men are afraid of a woman's strength.

the moon will fade
the sun will rise
and you will learn
to let him go

look at you . . .
a heart filled with scars
a soul that's been aching
and yet somehow
you manage to smile

Magic

One day someone will look at you with magic in their eyes because that's what you are.

empty promises
left lying on the tongue
of liars
false truths
spoken in tones
that made them believable
relationships are more like hell
you're just there
trying your hardest not to get burned

And still

Your heart is fractured but it's still valuable.

we discover through relationships
that sometimes the person
we fall for cannot comprehend
the love we provide

She was rage
in search of peace

the worst decisions are made under the shade of loneliness.

save yourself for yourself
right now
only you deserve you

give me raw conversation without filters or restraints. i yearn for something deeper, i long for understanding.

they name the most powerful storms after women for a reason

you can't plant yourself
in unhealthy relationships
and expect roses to grow

so many things i need to work on
so many fucking things i need to change

you can't force someone to realize
that you're what's best for them

be good to yourself
you're the only you
you'll ever get

I hate the moments between
meeting someone and leaving
someone

there's this brief feeling of trust
before the paranoia that seeps in

once you begin to realize that
they're just like everyone else
you've met before

different person
same bullshit

he destroyed her wings
then punished her
for not knowing how to fly

a woman is peace prepared for war.

Give a woman pain and she 'll turn it into power. Give that woman chaos and she 'll create peace.

and then she walked
to the other side of the bridge
and burned it down
so that you could no longer
reach her

wide awake as your soul remains tired. sitting silently under the moon as your mind continues to scream. you're losing yourself, you're losing sleep but he's losing you. some time soon, the thought of him will no longer keep you up at night.

Forgiveness

I'm still trying to forgive myself
for all the things I failed to become.
I'm still trying to make peace
with all the broken pieces of my past.

3:29:50 pm

what is it that you love about him
is it the way he lets you down
incapable of lifting you up

is it the way your heart breaks
when he says something
that shatters your self-esteem

is it the fact he never shows up
when you need him

tell me again
what is there to love
about a man who doesn't love you

smiling with sad eyes I've seen what you've been hiding

not all darkness is bad
evil things can travel in the light

men can be hoes too.

the best revenge
is realizing that you never needed
the person who hurt you

sometimes we wear masks so long
to hide what we truly feel
that those layers become
an extra skin, a part of our identity

I'm just a fucked-up lover
searching for someone who
will understand my scars
and never leave my side

you are more
and you deserve more
than what they are willing to give you

The library is therapy for those with minds like mine.

You set yourself free by letting go of anyone who wants to leave.

you are the light
that most men
will never deserve

and I refuse to allow myself
to provide an emotional reaction
to those who are not worthy
of my energy

I could've been your everything
but you didn't have the courage
to love me in the way I needed

if sex is everything then why are you so sad and lonely

her angel eyes
saw the good
in many devils

I was worth it and you lost me. I was good enough but you took me for granted. your loss.

I'm hurting because the color of my skin makes me perfect for their target practice.

you are not difficult to love
your soul mate will love you
with ease

she could finally
look to herself
once she realized
that she had everything
she needed

nothing is louder
than overthinking
after midnight

it's scary how dedicated
you can be to someone
who would rather use their energy
to attempt to destroy you

what do you miss
do they miss you
when they're around
do they support your peace
or create chaos
what are you missing
who are you missing

a year from now, he'll just be that one mistake you made. dont let him break you.

know your worth
and never communicate
reply or respond to anyone
who can't afford to speak to you
or with you

Know,
that the world is hard,
that people are soft,
and all of us
are terribly looking for ways not to shatter.

I don't remember the time where a smile actually meant happiness sadly, so many of my peers only smile to hide things

Even though your heart is breaking you are still brave
You are still mighty

Some women fear the fire. Some women simply become it ...

she was too much of a warrior
to be considered a princess
she never cared for the crown
she preferred a sword

it's the memories
the painful ones

what we remember
poisons the heart

the best feeling is being able to miss someone who actually makes an effort to make you feel good, feel peace.

in a world filled with destruction
you are the perfect distraction

gift of the broken.

it hurts but I find myself
pretending to be fine
"I'm okay" has become my favorite lie
and my smile is usually a mask
that hides the truth in what I feel
I'll say nothing because
you'll think I'm weak
I'll say nothing and let
my silence speak
the gift and curse of the broken
being able to hide behind lies
of happiness
the gift of being strong in a moment
of weakness

Loving the wrong person is self-harm