Pepper Winters Quotes

Find an anchor. Hold on tight. Do this and you'll be alright. ~ Pepper Winters

He was always nicest after an rough fuck. ~ Pepper Winters

Only think of me and what I'm doing. There is intimacy in pain esclave. Let me make your pain my pleasure. ~ Pepper Winters

Pressing the gun against his forehead, I locked eyes with his chaotic gaze. He begged me silently. He pleaded wordlessly. And no compassion filled me.

I hope you burn forever. ~ Pepper Winters

Liv sagged against the wall. Their son was kidnapped and trained as a sex slave. Jesus, they were in serious fucking denial about his captivity. ~ Pepper Winters

But that was the thing about life.
You didn't know what to expect until it happened. ~ Pepper Winters

Accept that you are strong enough to endure the present. The rest doesn't matter. ~ Pepper Winters

Represented purity, beauty, family, all of the things that had been taken from her. He was a glimmer of goodness in her dark fucking world, a warm spark she could hold, if only for a fleeting span of time. ~ Pepper Winters

Tie me, tease me, let your pleasure please me. Hurt me, love me, but please don't ever leave me ... ~ Pepper Winters

There was a fine line of making love and fucking but this was love-fucking. This was cruel but sweet. Angry but happy. It was a thousand words in one timeless action - righting the wrongs of our past and hopefully repairing a future we both didn't think we'd ever find. ~ Pepper Winters

I'd donated everything I was to those I loved. I would die for them. I would survive for them. And nothing was better than that. Nothing. ~ Pepper Winters

No matter what happens, never hold grudges. Grudges are the worst things in life. No matter if that grudge is justified, it's the poison that kills entire cities. ~ Pepper Winters

I hated that I wasn't in control. I hadn't been in control my entire life, and this was just another instance in which men believed they knew
better. ~ Pepper Winters

Feel me. Feel how much I want you - not just now, but for the rest of our lives. ~ Pepper Winters

Fuck, Hazel." Fox sucked in an unsteady breath, dragging shaky hands through his hair. "Please. Let me show you. I've changed. Let me tell you where I went. I'll never hurt you again. Just please - don't walk away and make me lose you, too. I won't fucking survive it. And I've survived too much to let you give up on me. I won't fucking let you! ~ Pepper Winters

Silence was a weapon I could wield better than panic. And if it meant I never uttered another word until I found freedom, then so be it. The ~ Pepper Winters

Because we only are given one life on this world, and there is no wrong way to live and enjoy it. ~ Pepper Winters

You may not be mine but i'm fast becoming yours ~ Pepper Winters

In his kindness, he broke me into the perfect slave. I didn't need his anger to become devoted. I needed his softer moments - gentle love was my undoing, not demands or threats. I was pitiful with how I needed compassion, companionship. ~ Pepper Winters

He was my havoc, my harmony, my only chance at hope. I ~ Pepper Winters

I can honestly say Ren is my favourite word.
I love every history attached to it.
I love every pain lashed to it.
I love the boy it belongs to. ~ Pepper Winters

In Los Angeles, windows separated the dogs from the bitches. ~ Pepper Winters

But just because death was unsavory didn't make it any less of a choice, and one day soon, I'd give in to it. Just not today. ~ Pepper Winters

Already, I felt the corruption inside me clawing for more. One taste, one touch, one kiss, one fuck. One was all I was permitted. ~ Pepper Winters

Coldness etched his gaze.
Aloofness whispered from his posture.
Calculation radiated from his every pore.
I'd never been so intimidated or so intimately challenged. ~ Pepper Winters

Born from innocence, tainted with confusion, but wholeheartedly flavoured with love. Deep blistering, endless fucking love. ~ Pepper Winters

It made him chuckle that I would read a book, that I had a thought in my head when all I was good for was a cock in the mouth. ~ Pepper Winters

Fight. Life had effectively pulled the rug, the flooring, and the fucking planet from under my feet.
Winters, Pepper (2014-03-06). Destroyed (p. 3). Pepper Winters. Kindle Edition. ~ Pepper Winters

Admit it." "I loved you the second I put my eyes on you. It doesn't matter." "Let me love you back." "You have a life to live." "I have nothing. ~ Pepper Winters

My heart cracked, splintered, shattered in my chest. And I knew without a doubt I would love Road until I died. ~ Pepper Winters

I didn't care. I don't care. But I did care. I'm so stupid! ~ Pepper Winters

No One had been there for me in my darkest moments. Perhaps it was time to let Elder be there in my future. He ~ Pepper Winters

I'd learned pretty early on that men were basic creatures. Take away their suits and wives and jobs and responsibilities, and you're left with a beast. A beast who wanted to spar and maim - to embrace their inner savage. ~ Pepper Winters

I lost my freedom for so many years. Until he entered my cage. Him, with the black eyes and blacker soul. ~ Pepper Winters

Her courage knew no bounds. Maybe it was God working through her, but she radiated an inner strength he was certain she'd never acknowledged. ~ Pepper Winters

Tighten your grip, make me bleed, it's a hunger I need to feed. Strip me bare, pull my hair, I don't care just take me there. ~ Pepper Winters

You prove that you can handle me, the way I am, and that you're not scared of me. I don't want you scared of me, Natalie. But I can't change how I am. I don't want to have to worry every two seconds that you're going to get scared and run. You belong to me and you need to prove it now by giving yourself to me, all of you. ~ Pepper Winters

If I was to be his for eternity, fine. He might own my body. He would never own my soul. ~ Pepper Winters

For finding redemption in love. For finding a second chance in hope. ~ Pepper Winters

We could write an etiquette column for the gangbanger set. ~ Pepper Winters

This was a baptism into Hell. ~ Pepper Winters

We might live in a civilized world, but rules "We might live in a civilized world, but rules and laws didn't apply to me. I was a rule-breaker, curse-maker, life-stealer."and laws didn't apply to me. I was a rule-breaker, curse-maker, life-stealer. ~ Pepper Winters

You should've told me Tess," I murmured against her hair. "You helped me find my humanness but you took it away with your lies. ~ Pepper Winters

You're going to hell." His lips twitched then erupted into a full-faced smile. "Oh, good. I was worried you'd be there without me. ~ Pepper Winters

No price tag existed on a human life. My ~ Pepper Winters

I love you with all the shadows in the world for eternity. ~ Pepper Winters

I'll give you everything, Zel. Everything that I am." He kissed my jaw, my temple, my cheek. He worshipped me in kisses. "Please. Don't make me beg. I can't do this. I can't be apart from you. I can't. I need you so fucking much. ~ Pepper Winters

I'm not good at casual sex," I said in a breath. "I never said it would be casual. ~ Pepper Winters

Don't hate me for making you remember how to fight. ~ Pepper Winters

No matter what restraints you put on me, it won't stop me from taking what I want, from driving deep and hard, stroking you with my cock until you disintegrate around me. ~ Pepper Winters

Good people died. Bad people lived. And the rest of us had to continue surviving. ~ Pepper Winters

I'm sorry for what I'm about to do. I'm sorry for what I am. You're worth pennies, but I'll make you worth fucking millions. However, what I expect in return will be unpayable." His face softened just a little, unable hide the ferocity he wielded. The sleekness he harnessed. The threats he promised. "We're leaving this place and you'll never be found. You belong to me." His lips touched mine, smearing my blood between us. "Oh, and seeing as you're mine now, you might as well call me Elder." ~ Pepper Winters

Now I knew what it felt like touching your perfect other - the missing half. ~ Pepper Winters

Not for the first time, I wondered if my entire family tree was bat-shit crazy. ~ Pepper Winters

The chase was the best part, Hunting was intoxicating. And knowing I had the power to snuff out Nila Weaver's life the moment I caught her gave me a certain ... thrill. ~ Pepper Winters

I'd kill for you, Tess. I have killed for you. Don't undermine me by fearing others. Fear me. Let me rule you! ~ Pepper Winters

Don't fucking push me. What are you? ~ Pepper Winters

You are my wings. You made me fly". ~ Pepper Winters

You hold all the power in this situation, Pim. One little word and all my fucking secrets are yours. ~ Pepper Winters

Wish I had ten hands. I want to touch you everywhere while I'm doing this. ~ Pepper Winters

You will let me inside you. And you will let me own you. You will, because we don't have a choice. You're inside me. Don't you get it? You're inside ME and it's only fair that I'm inside you. - Jethro ~ Pepper Winters

What difference would it make? I won't destroy you. If I take you in, you'll be miserable. You'll spend your life never knowing who I am or what I do. You'll have to accept that I may go to jail for years, and you can't leave me, even then. It won't be tolerated. But even me in jail is the better scenario." "And the worse one?" "You learn to tolerate me. ~ Pepper Winters

I relish the snap, welcome the burn, don't stop yet it's still my turn. Tighten your grip, make me bleed, this is a hunger I need to feed... ~ Pepper Winters

He wanted a woman to hope for happiness through all the pain. Deep, soul-searing pain was his kink. ~ Pepper Winters

I'd always fantasized about taking a woman, really taking a woman, and until Alex had destroyed me with a single lie, the fantasy had only been the depraved thoughts of a man who still had his moral compass intact. ~ Pepper Winters

Kiss me,Nila. Let me bring you back to life. - Jethro ~ Pepper Winters

My life, on the other hand, would increase in value, growing wiser, and richer in experience the longer I survived. I was an investment, not a liability. And I would invest everything I had into giving myself a future. ~ Pepper Winters

My role as your master is to debase you to the point of having no feelings, no emotions, no hopes or dreams ~ Pepper Winters

I'm asking you to make me yours," I murmured. "Take me into your heart. Let me enter your soul. Give in to what we have."- - Nila ~ Pepper Winters

My heart occasionally stuttered, out of sync, out of power - almost
as if it recognised death and wanted to give in. I forced it to do the bare essentials, keeping me from a grave. I was in the coffin ready to be buried, but I wasn't a corpse just yet. ~ Pepper Winters

Roses are red, Violets are blue. I'm just a fucked up hit man, And nothing rhymes with that. ~ Pepper Winters

I hoped she didn't know just how much she affected me, because I was shit terrified of what the future meant for us. ~ Pepper Winters

I truly was Cinderella, only my prince threw away the glass slipper and stole me away before midnight struck. My prince was evil. My prince was the villain. ~ Pepper Winters

We're worth the weight of what we leave behind. The people we've touched. The lives we've shared. The knowledge we've gathered and traded. Physically, we're worth the dust our corpses turn into, but spiritually, we're rich forever. ~ Pepper Winters

That night, before you sent me away, was the best night of my life. The marks you laced me with lasted a full week. Every time I looked in a mirror, or touched a bruise in the shower, I grew slick for you. You visited my dreams. I woke to aching wetness and an empty heart. ~ Pepper Winters

We're altered, we're abnormal, our souls stained with each other's mark. Our souls are that of monsters born in the dark. ~ Pepper Winters

This single-minded lust between us was sacred. ~ Pepper Winters

And the fact that he didn't love me back, that he knew I was a disgusting whore, that was all the better. He wouldn't get wrapped up in a fairytale that didn't have any hope of coming true. ~ Pepper Winters

I come shackled with shadow, consumed with rage and fire, I'm close to breaking, the urge is quaking, raping, I'm the devil, and there's no hope. ~ Pepper Winters

No one would look at me and think I was slave. But I had been. I still was. I probably would be forever. ~ Pepper Winters

He was scaring me and not in a good 'I want to blow you and then let you fuck me kind of way' more of a 'I'm thinking of stabbing you in the heart to see if you've misplaced it' kind of way. ~ Pepper Winters

I want you, Zel. God knows how much I fucking want you." He dropped his eyes, glaring at his fists. "But I'm still struggling inside. I want to be gentle. To hold you and make love to you. But ... I won't be able to and I don't want to take you violently. Not today. ~ Pepper Winters

Okay. Come on. And really, isn't that just what every girl wants to hear from a guy agreeing to fuck her? But I wasn't like every girl. ~ Pepper Winters

I was glad to be moving on, moving away from the man I no longer knew, and towards the one I wanted to become. ~ Pepper Winters

I wanted to own her past, her present, her future. I wanted to be her first and last and fucking forever. I wanted to wipe everything from her life where I wasn't the center point of her evolution. ~ Pepper Winters

My emotions split into an unsolvable jigsaw puzzle. I was smooth edges, crooked edges, and awkward corner edges.
I was cutthroat and fierce, betrayer and deceiver, loved and lover. ~ Pepper Winters

You'll see that I was right and your heart beats for me. Mine, yours - they chime to the same beat. Wherever we end up in the world, whatever you do or whoever you decide to tie your life to, we'll never be whole unless we're one. ~ Pepper Winters

I wanted to find self-worth and happiness in this false togetherness. I wanted companionship but by wanting that, it made me weak because I wanted to lean on him after leaning on myself for so, so long. I liked him. He ~ Pepper Winters

This was payment for all he'd done for me. I would shut up, shut down, and deal with it. I could handle it. I'd handled worse. ~ Pepper Winters

Someone I loved dearly - only thing was, I didn't know any of the ~ Pepper Winters

Like you. Like I can't get enough." "My insatiable little slut. ~ Pepper Winters

He reeked of manipulation and control. ~ Pepper Winters

The moment Tess walked into my life she owned me. I would never be free again. I never wanted to be free again. If Tess thought she'd leave me by killing herself, she'd hate me for eternity when I kept her alive. ~ Pepper Winters

Nothing is ever black and white, Nila. You should know that bu now. Its all how you survive the grey." -Kes ~ Pepper Winters

You fucking touch a girl of mine and
think you could survive? ~ Pepper Winters

My name is Tess Mercer. I'm no longer weak or afraid or broken. I've taken control of my fate. I no longer need a tower or dark angels or help. I am fear. And I take your soul in penance for everything that was done to me. I take it for the women you've raped. I take it for the women you've sold. I take it for my master, soul-mate, and husband. I take you for me. ~ Pepper Winters

He was smooth water - effortless in refinement but just like still water, dangerous if you couldn't swim. ~ Pepper Winters

You don't know how long I've wanted to feel worthy of that. To like myself. To be able to live with what I am."
"You don't have to live with yourself anymore. You live with me. Let me love you enough for both of us. ~ Pepper Winters

This connection extended far beyond a physical union. He'd give her anything. He wanted to give her everything. ~ Pepper Winters

You're unpredictable and dangerous and protect those you love fiercely. You should be proud. To me you're more than a knight in some stupid shiny armour. You're the monster who no one can tame but the woman he loves. - Tess Snow ~ Pepper Winters