Jessica N. Watkins Quotes

Tricey eventually forgave me for falling in love with Taij, but Lyric never did. Besides,

Though my initial intent was to cater to him, he took over our sexual experiences by catering to and spoiling me.

It was heartbreaking to know that Lucky was so loyal that he had willingly entered that lion's den to spare Blood. I saw in Blood's eyes day after day that he was a changed man after that. Yet,

She was addicted to the pain. Addicted to the drama. Addicted to the cat and mouse game.

Physically a lot hadn't changed, but emotionally, I was getting better. Rather than letting the usual insecurities and stresses get to me, I had been staying prayed up.

I was feeding my need to be submissive to a great man since it has been so long since I had the privilege. That's what I missed most about Bradley; the joy I felt catering to someone who took good care of me emotionally, physically, and sexually. He deserved for me to cook, clean, and serve him. I

We had experienced the best and the worst of love, sex, and lies. Every heartbreak, every lie, every cheat, every test,

I didn't care who she killed or what other crimes she committed- I couldn't let my sister sit in that jail and rot. I'm

When they let me out of disciplinary segregation this morning, I knew they were probably letting Gigi out too, which meant that my level of safety and comfort had shrunk to nothing.

Our relationship was different, therefore successful, because James and I understood each other's sexuality. He loves women; loves them. He was very honest with me about his insatiable appetite for the opposite sex.

I know women who are not in the lifestyle wouldn't understand this, but watching Melanie arouse my man made my pussy wet.

So I had to further lower his self esteem by ignoring him. I needed the distance to fill his mind with further insecurities that he would be insistent on making go away by showing me otherwise. Feeling

Though she promised that she would take care of things, she was ghost, just like I thought. She wasn't answering my text messages, and she was straight sending me to voicemail when I called. I

Though I no longer lived with Jessie, this city itself was a constant reminder of my mother, the beatings, the molestation, and the attempted suicide.

You could have told me, but you were loyal to them. But being in that room knowing that they were coming and arguing with Roxy showed me that you were loyal to me too.

Living a hard life with niggas whose loyalty was only for the streets, and never for a woman, was embedded in me.

We were both damaged goods that had a hand in damaging each other further.

Blood knew that I didn't love him how I should, that's why he suddenly didn't want me to communicate with Amiel. And knowing that this man has never asked twice about taking care of and loving me, but knew that I didn't love him like I should, hurt me to the core. I knew that feeling. Amiel was the birth of that feeling in my heart. It

The more Vince and I got back to how we used to be, the more I got high. I

Don't diss the caterpillar and then sweat it when it starts to turn into a beautiful butterfly.

Bed biting my nails and damn near in tears. Part of me wanted to just tell him what was about to happen so that he could prepare himself. Yet, I couldn't figure out who I owed my loyalty to. Benz,

I feared Fyte's obsession with Blood and his insanity more than death. As

Chance's public defender hadn't been any help whatsoever. He rarely answered my calls. When we finally talked, he wasn't any help.

I knew that this was her last run when I was on my way over here, so her threats were meaningless.

I know it's not an excuse, but that was my only reason for fucking Omari in the first place. It was nothing personal against Aeysha.

The dots had begun to connect. It wouldn't take long for the police to connect me to purchasing the phone that Chance had been using. It wouldn't take long for them to retrieve the text messages and hundreds of phone calls between me and "Reginald Barner". I didn't know how they had connected the dots, but they were connected. It was time for me to run before they fully connected to me. For

I think that's why I was so adamant to get Simone Campbell. I hated every willing side bitch that walked this earth.

Sometimes we wonder how a particular person can hurt us over and over again, causing us so much pain. We have to realize that when God closes a door, he doesn't intend for us to go around back or try a window.

Okay, yes, I bought the damn flowers myself on the way over to Jasmine's. Every time we hung out, she was always going on and on about Kendrick this and Kendrick that. I wanted her to see that I had a nigga sweating me too.

Behind his eyes was emotional pain because I had hurt him. I was in pain because he had crossed me. "Boss,

I was the one that almost got shot in the head by my boyfriend. What the hell was she crying about? It

For the first time in a long time, I was nervous around a man. Vince and I have been rather close for the past year, but it's been an emotional connection. This

Monday night, I miscarried. Just as the doctor explained, I took the pill that afternoon and by sometime in the wee hours of the morning, I miscarried. Vic was there with me for support.

It was only two months after Tunde, her ex-love interest, suddenly moved to North Carolina, against her wishes, when she met Amiel at a gas station in Lansing.

It is painfully obvious that I have fallen out of love with my husband. It is also painfully obvious that Travis is too egotistical to help me fall back in love with him.

Though I was more than willing to share my man sexually, I couldn't imagine him dating, holding hands, and courting another woman.

Because Lynn and I worked so close together, our friendship grew into a support system for one another. At the time, I was seeing a psychologist.

Because of escorting, I often had sex twice in one day; with a client and with the man that I was seeing intimately. It

I wouldn't exactly call what I was doing prostitution. As a matter of fact, I didn't put any labels on how I made money. It was simply called doin' what I had to do. My