Jasinda Wilder Quotes

Expect to be woken up bright and early, then."
"Oh, goody. Cock-a-doodle-doo. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Forgetting is the mind's way of helping you heal. Helping you move on. ~ Jasinda Wilder

It wasn't supposed to. It was just supposed to stop you from hurting yourself." "It helps - " "No it doesn't. It just pushes it away temporarily. Just like the booze." "But I need - " "You need to let yourself feel. Feel it, own it. Then move on." "You make it sound so easy." Bitterness drips from each syllable. "It's not. It's the fucking hardest thing a person can do." I smooth a damp strand out of her face and away from my mouth. "It's the hardest fucking thing. It's why we drink and do drugs and fight. It's why I play music and build engines. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I will protect you. From others and yourself. Always ~ Jasinda Wilder

I know all too well how painful it is to be constantly aroused, Kyrie. I've been hard for you since the moment I woke up. Since the moment I met you, honestly. I'm always hard for you, Kyrie. I ache for you every moment of every day. I wake up at night, having dreamed of burying my cock inside you, and when I wake up I'm mere moments for coming all over myself like a horny teenager. I am desperate to be inside you, Kyrie. This torture is for both of us. ~ Jasinda Wilder

The look on his face in that moment made my legs shake and my core clench. I was pretty sure Sebastian Badd was about to fuck me senseless. ~ Jasinda Wilder

My name is Grey Amundsen. But Grey, she doesn't exist in here, in this slimy, smoky, sex-hazed hole. In here, I'm Gracie. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You are not merely finding a physical release, you are coming into a new realm, coming into heaven, coming into him, becoming him. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You're allowed to feel whatever you want. - Jason Dorsey ~ Jasinda Wilder

Never understood how much I loved you. I didn't. I know how we talked about our love, how it was this thing that was EVERYTHING to us? I was everything to me, Ever, every last goddamned motherfucking thing, and it's gone. You're gone. And I needed it even more than I knew then, when I had you. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You done a number on him, Colt. He needs a doctor, or he ain't gonna make it." "He tried to rape her, Split. Then he punched her." "To be fair," Nell puts in, "he only punched me after I put a knife to his throat." Split coughs a laugh. "You what? Girl, you crazy. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You and I? It may end badly. I may get hurt. But guess what? I don't care! I've never had my heart broken. Maybe I'm fine with risking it, because it's better than being afraid and going through life bored. ~ Jasinda Wilder

This kiss ... I'm gone. Gone. I know in that moment, that I belong to him. It's what he said: I'm his. How it happened, I don't know. I really wish I did. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You know I've put on, like, fifteen pounds of muscle since I met you? Because you get me worked up and then I can't get off on my own because if feels wrong, and I need to let it out, so I work out. You turn me on, just breathing. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You exude this effortless sensuality, but it's - I don't know, it's not sexual, somehow. Like, it should be, considering what you do, but it's not. It's sensual, this weird mix of innocence and raw beauty. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I could write a song and her name would be the music. I could string, strum a guitar, and her body would be the melody. ~ Jasinda Wilder

The only way past the pain is through it.
You can't escape it.
You can't ignore it.
Pain, grief, anger, misery ... they don't go away-
they just increase and compound and get worse.
You have to live through them,acknowledge them.
You have to give your pain
its due. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You're not broken. You're hurting ~ Jasinda Wilder

I cry, because I know what I felt from him, even if I cannot and dare not allow it be named. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Yes, I know, I'm complicated - sorry, not sorry. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Sure it will. But you have to believe it yourself, or no one else will. True beauty and style starts within, darling, ~ Jasinda Wilder

I've always had a passion for life and I think that translated into a bit of overindulgence. What can I say? I've never met a cupcake I didn't like. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I wanted nothing more than to climb into the box with him and quit breathing, find him in whatever came after life. ~ Jasinda Wilder

She'll hurt me. I know this. I can see it, feel it coming. She's got so much pain, so many cracks and shards and jags in her soul, and I'm going to get cut by her if I'm not careful. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm thoroughly addicted to you, Becca. If I don't get a regular fix of your body, I might go into withdrawal."
"That's a very serious condition. Maybe we should wean you off that addiction."
"Oh, no. I'm happily addicted. I don't have many vices, you know. I don't really drink, don't smoke, I'm not into partying or anything like that. But you? I'm very much into you. I wouldn't give you up for anything."
"Well, in that case, we'd better make sure you get your fix, Mr. Dorsey. I wouldn't want you to go into withdrawal."
"No, we wouldn't want that. it'd be bad."
"What are the symptoms of withdrawal, just so I know what to look for?"
"Well, I tend to get cranky, that's the firs thing. I get really horny, and it's hard for me to concentrate."
"I see. And what's the best method of giving you a fix?"
"I'm not particular."
"So if you touched me, right here in this parking lot, that would help you? ~ Jasinda Wilder

You bite your lip, and I want to take that lip into my mouth and suck on it like popsicle. I want to lick your lips and bite them and kiss you until you're fucking lost and gasping and puddled on the floor. Well ... shit. I want that. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'll support whatever you decide. I'll
help you any way I can. What's mine is
yours, okay? If you need something, I'll make sure you have it, however I have to get it.
Jason Dorsey ~ Jasinda Wilder

As you learn to trust me, as you give yourself to me, so will I learn to trust you, and give you myself. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm in battle mode. Shut down. Hard. I'm not Hunter anymore. I'm Lance Corporal Lee, USMC. Semper Fi, bitches. ~ Jasinda Wilder

If I amount to anything it'll be as part of a band. That's it. I'll be playing dive bars and shitty clubs, and I'll get high in the alleys and do lines in the bathrooms, and eventually I'll OD and that'll be that." I glance ad her. "Is that the life you want? ~ Jasinda Wilder

When you've spent your entire life feeling different, feeling like you're not enough, not good enough, not skinny enough, not pretty enough, it can be really difficult to accept that someone thinks differently, even if it's a good thing ~ Jasinda Wilder

He's all there is. All there will ever be. I'm falling through eternity, and his touch is the fabric of that forever. His kiss is the substance of infinity. These thoughts make no sense even to my own mind, but they remain true in some strange way. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Fermented grief is far more potent ~ Jasinda Wilder

... when you feel that kind of all-consuming need for someone, a person you'd do fucking anything for, no matter what? They're in your fucking skin, in your soul, like the essence of who they are is imprinted on you so completely like the very air you breathe ... That's love. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I need you to love me. I need you to tell me it's going to be okay. Lie to me if you have to, and tell me everything will be okay. I'm lost, Cade. And you're the only north I have. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Holy fucking Jesus toast, Kyrie. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I want to kiss you whenever I feel like it. I want to tell you when you're being ridiculous. I want to make love to you. I want to fuck you. I want to hold you. I want to be yours. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm not just falling in love with you, Nell. I'm falling into you. You're an ocean, and I'm falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, it's scary in a way, but it's also the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I've ever experienced. ~ Jasinda Wilder

If I HAVE to choose between a love and breath ,i will take my last breath to say I LOVE YOU ~ Jasinda Wilder

If you've never been caught up in the cycle of violence, you can't understand it. Even if you know you deserve better, even if you know you should just leave, it just isn't that easy. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I just thought maybe if we wrote letters, we could talk about whatever we wanted. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Words can lie. Words can deceive and delude and conceal and avoid. But the things you do, how you move, how you touch, those things cannot lie. ~ Jasinda Wilder

It's not okay, it's not all right. But if you just hold on, One more day, one more hour. It will be. It will be. ~ Jasinda Wilder

He stood more than a foot taller than I did, his shoulders like a football player's pads, arms corded thick. He was huge, I realized. Kyle had been lean and toned. Colton was ... something else. Obviously powerful. Hard. Primal. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Then her eyes are fluttering open and she's looking into me. Not at me, but into me. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I should have seen it coming." The words don't surprise me, but they piss me off. I pull away and glare down at her. "Don't you fucking dare, Nell Hawthorne. Don't you dare put this on yourself. You should never have to see shit like this coming." She backs away, stunned and afraid by the intensity I know is radiating off me. "Colton, I just meant he's always shown - " "Stop. Just stop right there. Granted, you should've never gotten involved with a douchetard like him, but that's no excuse for what he did. ~ Jasinda Wilder

What is the word for this kind of underwear? Boxings? Something like that? I cannot think of it."
"Boxings? Oh, god, Rania. That's funny. Boxers. They're called boxers, sweetheart. ~ Jasinda Wilder

The elevator dinged again, letting them off on their floor. As they exited, Chase still pressed against Jamie's front, they heard the man on the elevator mumble, Damn kids. Smells like sex in here. ~ Jasinda Wilder

This book is for anyone who has ever lost a loved one, for anyone who has woken up crying and gone to bed the same way, for anyone who has had to learn that it's okay to not be okay. Surviving isn't strength, it's continuing to breathe one day at a time; strength is learning to live despite the pain. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You need to let yourself feel. Feel it, own it. Then move on ~ Jasinda Wilder

We understand each other, Nelly. We've both lost someone we love. We both have scars and regrets and anger. We can do this together. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Don't tell Becca I said that. You guys are equally hot, I was just - I couldn't help ~ Jasinda Wilder

I just ... I always want more of you. I feel greedy, in a way. I just want to kiss you more, and touch you more. Like you said, it's dangerous. I feel like you're a drug, and I'm getting addicted to you. ~ Jasinda Wilder

God ... Becca." His voice was thick, low, rough. "How am I supposed to be able to breathe when you're so beautiful? ~ Jasinda Wilder

Accept the guilt, acknowledge your fault. Then, live. Learn from it, and keep going. You don't forget, you don't block it or bury it. You just ... live. Don't let guilt define you. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Empty Sex is like Pringles: You can eat million of them, but they never really fill you up. If you want to be truly satisfied, you have to eat real food. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm funny all the time. You just never knew until now. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I want you to let yourself be broken. Let yourself hurt. ~ Jasinda Wilder

His lithe and lethal grace is hypnotic, too, in the way he moves like a leopard in the African grass, even if it's just striding down a sidewalk. I got sucked into all this, but I can't afford to let it ... ~ Jasinda Wilder

Kyrie ... you are so fucking beautiful." His voice was low, reverent. "And you are mine. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You can't Nell. Just... hold my hand. I love you" - Kyle ~ Jasinda Wilder

Moments like this, with Colton? They make it all bearable. He doesn't fix me, doesn't heal me. He just makes life worthwhile. He helps me remember to breathe. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'll take care of her. Now and always ~ Jasinda Wilder

Chase tugged my hips flush against his, and I felt a hard length between us. It was only a bulge against the leather of his pants, but it was enough to get me wetter than a rainforest between my legs. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'll dream for you, I'll breathe for you, I'll question God for you, I'll shake my fists and scream and cry for you. This song is for you, It's all I've got. It doesn't give you a name. It doesn't give you a face. But it's all I've got to give. All my love is in these words I sing, In each haunted note ~ Jasinda Wilder

You saved me, you know. Life had me running. Had me by the throat, and I really was falling under, losing hope. And then I met you, and you gave me a reason to keep my head above water. You taught me to swim. You taught me to life. And instead of giving up, I fell in love. I fell under your spell, Kylie, and ever single day since, I've fallen further and further under for you. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Reagan…god. Why is this so hard? He lifts his head, his eyes roaming, searching, wavering. He swallows and sighs, tries again. "I've never loved anyone before, Reagan. I don't know how."
"You're doing just fine so far," I tell him. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'll let you go. But remember that you belong to me. and I will collecting you.
You are MINE! ~ Jasinda Wilder

What can I say? I've never met a cupcake I didn't want to get to know better. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Hot heart-blood leaked from my face. From my eyes and my nose and my mouth. Not tears, because those would never stop. This was just liquid heartbreak seeping from my pores. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You are so beautiful. Do you know that?"
"I know that men think – "
"Man. One man. Me. I'm all that matters. No one else can have you. You're mine. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I don't want to sleep alone," she says. "I've slept alone for so long. i just...I want to be held. Please?
"I could do that," "I would love nothing more If I am being completly honest. ~ Jasinda Wilder

This ... hole in the world, man-shaped. Me-shaped. A vacancy. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Sometimes, maybe ... sometimes there's no right or wrong. Sometimes there's just ... surviving. ~ Jasinda Wilder

And now we're learning how to fall in love together. I don't care what any one else says. I
love you. I'll always love you, no matter what happens with us in the future. I love you now and
forever. - Kyle ~ Jasinda Wilder

She didn't believe it, and Jack somehow knew it. Every guy she'd ever been with had treated her the same as Ben. It was how men were. But Jack was different. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Everybody knows girls like the bad boys, and I'm thoroughly bad. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You can't hold it in forever," Colton said, apropos of nothing. "Yes, I can." I had to. "You'll go crazy. It'll come out, one way or another." "Better crazy than broken." I wasn't sure where that came from, hadn't thought it or meant to say it. "You're not broken. You're hurting. ~ Jasinda Wilder

If you want to love him, you have to wash away the past. Only you can do this, my dear. You must go away, to the sea, perhaps. And you must bathe away all the fears and all the hurts given you by your history. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm barely holding onto my restraint right now, so if you want our first time together to have anything like romance to it, then just shut it. All right, love? ~ Jasinda Wilder

You may be afraid. But the choice to love you is mine. Not yours. You don't get to make that choice for me. You can choose to not let me love you, but you can't tell me what's too much for me to handle. That's for me to decide. ~ Jasinda Wilder

What do you need, baby? Tell me, so I can give it to you. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm a lot of things, Tinkerbell. Sweet ain't one of them. ~ Jasinda Wilder

We had forever, and it was taken from us. Let's save our forever, Cade. Please. Let's take it back. ~ Jasinda Wilder

His smirk widened into a grin. "Well, I might need to get to know you a bit before we start biting each other. You know, exchange names at least." He stuck his hand out. "Ian Stirling. ~ Jasinda Wilder

There is so much. I had no fucking clue I could feel this way, this much. It's like some deep well opened up inside me, and now all the love in all the world is being poured through me into her. ~ Jasinda Wilder

I'm the girl who's off-limits. I'm the pastor's daughter. ~ Jasinda Wilder

It's not okay," I tell her. This gets her attention; it's not what she was expecting. "You don't have to be okay." "What do you want from me?" Her voice is ragged, desperate. "I want you to let yourself be broken. Let yourself hurt." She shakes her head again. "I can't. If I let it out, it'll never stop." "Yes, it will. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Touching his cock was like eating chips; I couldn't stop after just one. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You don't ever really let go, though. You don't stop. You don't stop hurting, you don't stop loving. It doesn't go away, you just keep living and eventually shit gets pushed into the background of your life so it's not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you're okay. It still hurts, you still miss that person. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way her mouth tasted, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It's almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on a day-to-day level, you know you're okay. Sort of. ~ Jasinda Wilder

But moments like this, with Colton? They make it all bearable. He doesn't fix me, doesn't heal me. He just makes life worthwhile. He helps me remember to breathe, shows me how to smile again. ~ Jasinda Wilder

You're my eternity, Anna. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Promise me you'll love me forever. No matter what" "I can't promise you forever, Back. I can't promise you forever, because that's not long enough ~ Jasinda Wilder

I don't have any need to breathe. You are my breath. ~ Jasinda Wilder

It's simple, Grey. I'm a spoiled brat. I've always gotten what I want. Always. And I want you all to myself. I don't want you working there anymore, and I knew you'd fight me on it, so I took the fight away from you. I don't care how much it costs, I have to have you all to myself. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Feel. Grieve. Let yourself fell the anger at the fact that he was taken from you. Feel the loss of him . Feel the sadness and the missing him. Don't block it out, don't cut so it so stop, don't drink yourself numb. Just sit and let it all rip you apart. And then get up and keep breathing. One breath at a time. One day at a time. Wake up, and be shredded. Cry for a while. Then stop crying and go about your day. You're not okay but you're alive, and you will be okay, someday ~ Jasinda Wilder

There's no magical healing in this. I won't wake up tomorrow fixed and joyful. I'll still hurt and grieve. But moments like this, with Colton? They make it all bearable. He doesn't fix me, doesn't heal me. He just makes life worthwhile. He helps me remember to breathe, shows me how to smile again. He kisses me, and I can forget pain, forget the urges I still have to cut for the pain that erases the emotions. ~ Jasinda Wilder

Messy hair, uncombed, gel-free, un-styled and perfectly imperfect. ~ Jasinda Wilder

We can't protect her from life, Nell. You know that. She's going to get hurt someday. All we can do is love her, and be there when it happens. ~ Jasinda Wilder

But when you feel that kind of all-consuming need for someone, a person you'd do fucking anything for, no matter what? They're in your fucking skin, in your soul, like the essence of who they are is imprinted on you so completely that the very air you breathe and each molecule of who you are is tangled together. That's love. ~ Jasinda Wilder