Tillie Cole Quotes

Heaven's Door"

I'd search the world for Heaven's Door,

Over mountains and valleys, each sandy shore.

I'd find the stairway, soaring through clouds,

I'd climb each step, without making a sound.

I'd arrive at the door of glimmering gold,

I'd slip through unnoticed, not stirring a soul.

I'd gasp at its beauty, at its rivers and trees,

I'd stray from the paths, I'd hide among leaves.

I'd tiptoe unseen, under sun and sky blue,

I'd search every corner until I found you.

I'd capture a tear, catch a glimpse of your hair,

As you danced and you twirled, without any care.

You'd smile and you'd laugh, like a bird you'd be free,

I'd try not to cry, you're there without me.

I'd stay my hand from touching your face,

From calling your name, to feel your embrace.

You'd open your mouth and your voice would be pure,

I'd treasure the sound, no more pain you'd endure.

I'd stay 'til the sunset, when I'd have to leave,

A pain in my heart, my spirit in grief.

I'd blow you a kiss, let it drift to the sky,

I'd whisper 'I love you' and bid you goodbye.

I'd pass through the door, I'd descend out of view,

Knowing that one day, some day, I'd again be with you.

- Elsie

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The boy River had grown into Styx the man and, despite his flaws and his harshness, he was all I wanted. All I had ever wanted.

I have never before been free to choose." He paused; then, with a deep flush to the apples of his cheeks, he added, "But I chose to share my very first kiss with you.

We all have secrets. Secrets well buried. Until we find the one soul who makes the burden of such secrets just that little bit easier to bear.

Only Earl Grey will ever do.

Then that fuckin' nose twitched again. And I sank back into my woman... a pair of wolf eyes bringing me home.

they signaled my eternal gratitude to the boy sitting silently in the dark. The boy as gifted at photography as I was at music. He was my heart. The heart freely given to me as a child. The heart that made up one half of my own. The boy who, though breaking inside, loved me so deeply that he gave me this farewell. Gave me, in the present, the dream that my future never could. My soul mate who captured moments.

When you're near, my heart doesn't sigh, it soars,

My…Something within me, here," I pointed to my heart. "Here." I pointed to my stomach. "And here." I pointed to my mind. "Tells me I should have you. That you should belong to me. That you do belong to me, and that I belong to you.

Make love to me."
Austin's muscles tensed.
"Lexi…" He trailed off.
As I gripped his hair, I pushed, "Austin, make love to me. Just…be gentle… There's a chance I might break…

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The scars on her face had freed her of her demons. She thought herself ugly. I thought she was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen in my life.

A queen bows to no one, especially to her king.

Tit for tat, Mr. North. Tit. For. Tat," I scolded.
...
He looked me up and down and said, "Well, I've got the tats so…

I t-tried to stay away, do the right thing. B-because I ain't no go for you. But f*uck, I want you so b-bad I feel like I- I c-can't breathe. Can't p-push you away n-no more. Need to have you c-close.

I tapped the clock drawn in black eyliner around my felt eye. "Tick tock, Rabbit. Always and forever, tick tock.

He placed his hand over his heart and said, "You have made me feel, in here. You have made me want things I never dare let myself want. You have made me want to fight for survival, not pride. I no longer want to die on the pit's sand, like a warrior. I no longer I want to die at all … You make me want to live.

He liked her.
I liked her.
She liked us both.
We lived a fucking strange life, but with Sia, I was sure there was at least a chance we could be something more.

A small smile transformed his normally hardened features and he took my hand and ran it across his ribs. "Are they all there?"
I frowned. "What?"
"My ribs. Is there one missin'?
My hand smoothed up and down his sides. "Okay, I think you've lost it. You think you're missing a rib?"
He exhaled a quiet laugh. "Just thought God took one of mine when he made you.

You belong to me, you're mine, and right now, in this bed, I'm gonna do something else for the very first time. We both are."
I held my breath, too afraid if I exhaled I would ruin the moment and never know what he would reveal.
"I'm gonna make love to you, Lilah. I'm gonna take you as mine, possess you. 'Cause there ain't no one out there… no one else who could do this to me, but you."
… Pressing his forehead against mine, he inhaled a ragged breath and murmured, "I fuckin' love you, Lilah. This, us, baby, it's more than just fucking. You get that, yeah?

A bashful smile ghosted his lips and his tense shoulders relaxed. "We're in fuckin' deep, aren't we, Shakespeare?

We are the Carillo Boys. Three brothers born into chaos and pain. Three brothers who'd endured tragedy and loss. Brothers until the end, bound by blood, our bond unbreakable by unconditional love.

I had lost you…I didn't care much about anything after that…until you saved me in the alley and my heart began to beat again." She sucked in a breath. "I hadn't even realized it'd stopped.

Sometimes when a heart breaks, it starts to let in the light.

Inessa," he said in a husky voice, "without you here with me, I'd rather be dead. With you in my heart, and me in yours, I am alive.

You fuckin' bulldozed me, Pix. You, my tiny dark pixie, made all my defences crumble to dust.

Because, even though love created wrecks of us all, it had to beat the barren wastelands that was utter loneliness.

But she didn't know who she was without her faith... Funny 'cause I didn't know who the fuck I was without her. The bitch had changed me. Took me from not giving a fuck about women, not one iota, to worshiping the damn hollowed ground she walked on.

I was fuckin' in love with the bat shit-crazy pilgrim blonde taking a shower in my bathroom right now...naked.

I love you, baby. We're gonna get you through this, 'cause, fuck, you deserve more to life than what you've been getting. You deserve to be happy with me.

Looking down at Dolly, I took my watch from my pocket, raised it to my ear and announced, "Tick tock.

As they say in Hollywood, that's a wrap! And the oscar goes to Tudor North and Tash Munro for an outstanding debut performance in a sex scene!

But I didn't bother looking up. What the fuck were the stars and moon, when I had her? I couldn't take my eyes off her. I could barely fucking breathe.

My body recognizes you as something that's good for me. My mind recognizes you as someone who's right for me, and my soul recognizes you as someone who is meant for me.

I was never meant to fall for him, but the forbidden love I found with The Hades Hangmen VP turned out to be the key to my salvation.

Marry me. You wanna do all this shit right. Then marry me."
"Under God's holy law?" she asked.
I shrugged. "Under a fuckin' pink unicorn's law for all I care, I don't give a shit."
"You would do this for me?"
"Baby, I've done a complete one-eighty for you. May as well shackle myself to you for life too.

You're my woman. You've been my fuckin' everything since I first saw you. Do you not understand that by now?

The soothing vocals of "Ave Maria" serenaded from the small speaker, and Austin looked at me and shrugged in embarrassment. "It makes her smile," was all he said. I lost a piece of my heart to him right then.

I found myself below Molly's balcony, looking up at the stone columns, a dim light coming from her room, and I shook my head in complete disbelief.
Romeo below fucking Juliet's balcony…. Fuck. Me. Sideways.
Reaching down to my junk, I checked my balls were still there… You know, just in case they'd been revoked at such a pathetic and desperate act, but yeah - still intact and aching for the chick in that room just a stone's throw away.

For right now, I would bask in this feel, the comforting arms of this man. Before it was too late.
The only man that had ever shown me such affection and honor.
The pure prophet with the conflicted heart.
A heart I believe could be saved.
Even if mine was already damned.

I'm gonna love you with all these scars, with this sexy-as-fuck- short hair. However the fuck you look, wearing a damn Glad bag if you want. I'm in this with you 'til the very end.

Why the war paint, Pix?
Because I can't stand the girl underneath....
"Why the tattoos ?"
Because I can't bear seeing the scars of my past.

I forgive you. I love you. It is time to be free."
…
"I love you too," I said raggedly. "You have been the only good I've ever known. You've been the heaven I was searching for after all. Not the faith, or the prayers…just you…only you.

Sometimes, someone could stumble unannounced into the train wreck that is your life and begin to pull you out of the heavy rubble weighing down on your chest.

...he raised the watch to his ear. Tapped on the metal. And with malice in his heart and darkness in his veins, smiled and said, "Tick tock.

Our love was not typical and certainly not easy, but it was soul-deep and destined.

It would have been really unfair had we not been gifted the next precious months. [...] Don't you see a bigger picture for us both here, Rune? You came back to Blossom Grove only a few weeks after I had been sent home to live out the rest of my life. To enjoy the limited few months granted by medication. [...] For you, it's unfair. I believe the opposite. We came back together for a reason. Perhaps it's a lesson we may struggle to learn until it's learned.

I know what you're thinking: surely these two amazing kids were in the popular crowd? But alas, John was as bent as a butcher's meat hook, and I was as fat as a pig.

Poppy sighed, a peaceful smile gracing her face. Then Poppy closed her eyes, tilting her chin up for her final kiss, her hand squeezing mine.

Lowering myself to her mouth, I pressed the softest, most meaningful kiss to her soft lips. Poppy breathed out through her nose, her sweet scent engulfing me … and she never breathed again.

Reluctantly pulling back, I opened my eyes, now witnessing Poppy in eternal sleep. She was as beautiful now as ever she was in life.

I have always been his. I will never see anyone else. I will always be his alone.

One day, my sweet girl, some lucky man will come and help you understand the very meaning of love. He will sweep you off your feet and show you what it is to place your heart in someone else's care to willingly offer them the gift of your soul.

Because for me, you are truth. My truth. My heart, is all you.

I know! What can I say? I'm fucked off my
face on Jack, and I suddenly find her in the bar, looking up at me with those huge
fuckin' eyes and cock-sucking lips that I can't get out of my head… Fuck, Styx,
she's my perfect woman! I couldn't help myself. I mean shit! Those tits! That
ass… I'm fuckin' cunt-struck!

Why Kisa?" I asked. "Why is it like this between us?"
Kisa dipped her eyes, not saying anything for a while, but then she smiled shyly and murmured, "Whatever our souls are made of-"
"His and mine are the same." I finished off, the words coming from some locked-away memory in my mind.

Why be miserable when you can be happy? It's an obvious choice to me.

As I stared into your eyes, I saw myself. My reflection looking back at me…my wounded soul."
"Yeah," he rasped. I knew he was telling me he has felt it too.
"The devil's man with the angel's eyes."
I breathed. He breathed. We kissed. Broke apart. "The damned souls who together found grace.

He kissed me until there was no part of me that didn't know who it belonged to. He kissed me until my heart again fused with his - two halves of one whole.

If there's a sure-fire way to stop the awe of meeting a celeb, it was for them to be a complete and utter twat.

I kissed her again, slow and soft. Poppy's eyes remained closed afterward, then as a blush spread on her beautiful dimpled cheeks, she whispered, "A forever kiss with my Rune … in our blossom grove … when he finally came home."
She smiled.
I smiled.
Then she added, "… and my heart almost burst.

Not at all, Shakespeare, but hear this. I'm gonna fuck you, but I'm also gonna make love to you. I'm gonna own every goddamn piece of your soul, and I'm never gonna let you go. You're gonna scream my name over and over until it's permanently lodged in your friggin' throat. You're not gonna be just a fuck to me, Mol - you're gonna be my fuckin' salvation!

For the first time in my life, I wanted to feel that happy, if only for a minute, I wanted to know what that level of freedom felt like. It looked… nice… Aliyana, standing there swaying her hips, not a damn care in the world, was like feeling a ray of light shining on your face when you'd been stuck in a dark pit your whole life.

I love you. I never thought it would have ever been possible for me to feel this emotion...but I love you...with all of my heart.

But now, when he smiles at you, his eyes smile too

She told me that the best and prettiest things never stay around for long. She said that a cherry blossom was too beautiful to last all year. It was more special because its life was short.

I leaned into her hand. Twenty-six years old and a single touch was gonna make me blow in my jeans.

For the first time in my life, I feel wanted... like I finally belong. There is nowhere on Earth I would rather be than here with you. You do not cage me, Styx. You make me soar.

You can have me, solnyshko. You can have all of me. You always have, and you always will.

I came to college to study, Cass, not to whore myself out to drunken frat boys!"
She gaffawed. "Whatever, darlin', you won't be thinking of studying when your ankles are wrapped 'round some stud's neck as he wears you like a necklace, tickling your belly button from the inside!

My heart is now in your hands. You have honor, and pride, and the kindest soul in existence.

We were always fated to be together. He is my everything. He is my entire world...
...Styx is my salvation.

Yeah, yeah, I was whipped, and I honestly couldn't give two shits about it. In fact, I fucking loved it.

I hadn't thought about men in a romantic way for years. The quickening of my pulse and the racing of my heart told me that'd all changed.
It was Cowboy. His smiles. His kind heart.
And it was Hush. The mysterious closed-off man that I yearned to unlock.

I sighed in relief as my words began to come clearer. It was her- fuckin' number three. My goddamn miracle.

This was my woman, my Kisa-Anna, the other half of my soul.

My thighs ached from the force of his grip. My back

For never was a truer story of love conquering woe than this of Molly Juliet and her Romeo.

As I lay there, kissing both these men that'd so captured my soul, I realized that a heart is infinite. Love can expand and expand. My heart could hold as much as I was willing to let in.

I have fallen hopelessly in love with the Italian tattooed bad boy from the wrong side of the tracks. And I fall into his protective, open arms with one hundred percent abandon.

She offered a timid smile, lifted the bottle slowly to her lips, tried the beer, spat it out, laughed about it, and damn near crushed my whore heart.

He had taken a piece of my tainted soul...of my heart...and made him a part of me. He was in my every cell, my conscience. He was simply part of me.

I'm changed; she's changed me. I'm under her damn spell and I sure as shit don't wanna get out.

I do not know how to be of help."
I felt her in my arms. "You are, just by being here," I said. "You help because you understand. No other person has ever understood me like you do." I held her close. "You understand me, and I get you.

You getting on or what, beauty queen? Looked like you were trying to hitch a ride.

I do not want you to think I am not happy or that I do not love you. Because I do, more than I can explain. Psalms are poems; you are mine. You are the embodiment of every divine word that could slip from my lips. I adore you, Ky. I can no longer imagine my life without you in it. You are my white dove. You fill me with peace, love, and devotion.

Sweet baby Jesus… I can't imagine life without football. No tailgates, BBQs, or hot dog stands. Life would be unbearable.

I don't want to hurt you."

Her head tilted to the side and she smiled. "That's why I want to do this more than ever." Her eyelashes fluttered against her cheeks. "Because you care enough to stop at the thought of causing me pain. Because, even though I can see how desperately you want to be inside me, you're going slow, you're making sure I'm safe."

"Because you're my girl," I replied. Elsie's eyes glossed at my statement.

Joseph didn't know how, but he would find a way to protect them all … Boys with the names of angels but the thirst of demons in their blood.
He would protect them all.
Somehow. He at least had to try.

He was sin personified... A sin I craved...

We can't erase the secrets and marred memories of our pasts, but we can build the next chapter of our lives together.

My mama's white and my papa is black. I'm your worst fucking nightmare,

That stunning fuckin' smile. I ain't ever seen you smile in the whole time you've been at the compound."

I lost my smile, then replied, "Because I do not have reason to smile very often."

Ky's fingers began tracing the back of my hand. "Then you make a reason, Li. Don't make excuses for living a shit life. It ain't rocket science. You don't like something, find something you do. Don't like being around someone, stay the fuck away. Wanna change your life, then get off your ass, bitch and fuckin' change it.

Famiglia isn't always blood, mio caro. Famiglia is built on bridges of love. Famiglia is there for you without condition. Famiglia supports you in your darkest moment of need.

Without thinking it through, I reached out and took her hand in mine, wrapping our fingers around each other's. Kisa gasped and said, "Luka, what are you doing?"
I shrugged. "Holding your hand."
"Why?" Kisa whispered, staring at my thumb stroking her skin. She was so soft.
"Because I have to," I answered honestly, and she seemed to stop breathing for several minutes before exhaling, her long eyelashes fluttering when she looked at me.
"Okay," she whispered, and something warm spread in my chest and down to my stomach. "I…I like it."
I smiled and Kisa blushed again. "Me too. I'm going to hold your hand all the time now. I'm never going to let go.

Then he whispered, "I have lived eighteen years not as my own. I have had no choices, no free will. I have tortured, and I have been tortured in return. I have given pain, and I have had pain thrust upon me." He paused, then added, "I have been fucked, and I have been forced to fuck until I could barely stand. But I have never given a kiss, nor had a kiss given to me.

But you. For you, I'd kill every fucker in the world if they were a threat.

That's because we were never apart. Since we were kids, we were one. It has always been that way. We found a way back to each other, my love."
Luka's eyes bored into mine, a flare of possession in their glare. "And will always be that way," he said assertively. "I'm never losing you again.

You telling me there's more in there? What is this place? A fuckin' breeding farm for Victoria's Secret?

She'd drilled through to my fucking soul…the tainted soul I never ever wanted anyone to see.

That's not a six pack, that's a friggin' brewery, and this girl's game for a piss up!

I brought you here tonight to remind you of when we were happy. When we were inseparable, best friends and more. But - [...] "What?" I asked. "Please, tell me. I promise I'm okay." [...] "But what if this is the last time we ever get to do this?" [...] "Then we had tonight. We've had this memory. We've had this cherished moment." [...] "I used to know a boy, a boy I loved with my whole heart, who lived for a single moment. Who told me that a single moment could change the world. It could change someone's life. That one moment could make someone's life, in that brief second, infinitely better or infinitely worse." [...] "This, tonight, being at this creek with you again, … it has made my life infinitely better. This moment, given to me by you, I will remember always. I will take it with me to … wherever I go.

My heart slammed in my chest. "Yeah. The most beautiful," I answered.